Hello...it's been about 2 weeks since hols started..can't say its the best holidays of my life. My days mostly consist of sitting in front of the com or in front of the TV. I got a job at as a hostess at a popular restaurant and then quit after one day...it just wasn't for me...8 hrs on my feet is just not what I wanted to be doing for my holidays...the money wasn't worth it! Now am working at Kumon..it's only two days a week and I start on Tuesday so I'm not sure how it's gonna be...but I'd rather be spending my time with kids than stuck-up hungry people.

I'm missing alot of people lately...first of all..my darling boyfriend who is 300000 miles away...although thank God for technology..it has made it so much easier to have a long-distance relationship [skype rocks]. I'm also missing my best friend...I wonder if we have grown apart or this is just a temporary thing...I miss her company and the good times we used to have together...it's sad that she never seems to have time for me anymore. I'm missing the friends I have lost due to betrayal and heartbreak...no matter how I try to erase them from my life, it doesn't erase the fact that we used 2 have fun together and the good memories. I miss the KPG clan...I know it's my fault that we can't hang out together much anymore...but those were good days...just sittin at the mamak for hours doing nothing. I miss my friends who are overseas...although when they come back it's like as if they never left.

Well if it's not for the friends who are still around...esp Sheralynn and Sham...the two people who I have been through alot with although we have only known each other for a year plus...I don't know what I would do. We have had our share or ups and downs...but they are truly my girls...we have all drifted apart at some time but somehow we keep coming back to each other. I can always count on having the best girls' nights out with them. And there's Leanne...the one who once said that after form5 we would probably never speak 2 each other again...no matter what, she is just always still bubbly Leanne...the friend I can count on no matter what...the one who never fails to cheer me up.

Well that's all for today. Adios =)

10 Random Facts About Me

1) I am addicted to chocolate.

2) I absolutely despise long-drops.

3) I love animals.

4) I contradict myself alot.

5) I can't sing but I love to sing.

6) I never give up on Love.

7) I love the color blue.

8) I almost always get what I want.

9) I love wind-chimes.

10) I hate bugs.

Hey there. Sashi has gone back 2 the U.S, long-distance is not easy but it's not as hard as I expected. I'm missing him like hell, but time seems to be flying by just as it always does, and it's working out so I'm not bummed or anythin. Besides exams are next freakin week and I'm so stressed!! I just hav to do well this sem.

Newsflash! The impossible has happened. I have put on weight. Imagine, all this damn time I've been tryin to put on the weight I lost, nothing happened except I lost even MORE weight...then when I just don't think about it and start to enjoy life, next thing I know my jeans are tighter and hello! Ass is back. I guess being truly happy just has so many more benefits that I have forgotten about...

Merdeka was yesterday, honestly doesn't really feel like there is freedom in this country...but I'm still a Malaysian so I will spare the rant about Malaysia being such a @$#!$^& country. Had a pretty mellow Merdeka eve..watched Mistress of Spices [chun movie, I just love Aishwarya Rai, she's so freakin gorgeous] with my girls, and then we decided to just spend Merdeka eve at Sham's and drink ourselves to emotionalism which we have not done for quite some time. And so we did. Girl's night in on Merdeka eve, while the roads everywhere else were jammed with swarms of Rempits with flags. Gosh. Can't wait for exams to be over and then holidays to start...guess that wud be the next time you hear frm me. Adios!




us on his last day here