Is there some weird force in the universe that makes everyone around me happy and content with their lives when I'm down, and screws up everyone's life when I'm happy?
Seriously, it seems that way to me. Maybe everyone feels like that. All around me couples are breaking up. It's SO weird. And I'm just here, in my little world, feeling content even though my life has its complications as well. Feels pretty darn good. Okay, I do feel sorry for those who are suffering, but I've had my share.

I've just realized a lot of things lately. Why do I get so worked up about things? I find that if I just take a moment to chill, and not jump to conclusions, life is so much smoother and my mood is so much better. I honestly believe now that if you don't let something bother you, it won't. Why be so bitter about life's lemons when you can make lemonade? (HAHAHAHA, i'm so corny.) I feel like I've just snapped out of something, like I'm finally seeing things in a new light. Or maybe finally, I'm growing up and acting my age.

College is shitty. One more month left til finals, I'm so screwed. Chemistry sucks, why why why does it have to be a freakin ADP core subject, its not like I'm ever gonna use it in the future am I? How many event organisers/journalists/p.r executives (no, i havent exactly decided what I'm going to be in the future) use freakin Chemistry? Arrrgh.

Besides that, I'm actually happy and at peace at the moment, I want to savor this rare feeling. Who knows how long it's gonna last?
Wheeee.....
Til next time. Ciao!