Helloz...I'm at the computer lab in college and the computers here r freakin slow. Anyway it's been quite a while since I last blogged...probably because nothing interesting has been happening. Last weekend was good and bad...bad because Brazil lost, how could they?? I don't know where to put my face now...all this while I've been bragging that Brazil is the best team and that they are gonna win the title again..of course they let me down. Arrgh. Now I honestly dunt care who wins...I hate all the teams left..but Germany's probably gonna win, better than France anyway. On Fri night I went to watch the Argentina-Germany game at H'mas and it was so packed everywhere (plus Arg lost, sigh). On Sat, went for lunch at the Curve with the girls since Ineza is back. It was fun. That night we went to Thai Club...ok I'm never gonna go there again...no offense to the Chinese people but it was so freakin lala! At least now I know how the Chinese feel when they go to Bangsar..oh well..I still had a good time, apart frm my friend (who was also my ride home) leaving me there halfway and my bag was in her car, and my house keys were in my bag, so I had to wait til my sis got home so she could open the door for me and so I reached home at like 5 a.m. Luckily my parents were asleep. Sunday was spent recovering from the hangover...hehehe.

Have not been feelin really good lately...the high I was feelin for the past couple of months is dying off and the hurt and pain seems to be resurfacing...I guess for a long time I was pushing it aside and trying to enjoy life...and while I'm still satisfied and happy with my life, memories keep rushing back. Just the smallest thing makes me take that damn trip down memory lane and I keep wondering what I could have done, what I should have done, what went wrong. Would things have worked out? I know I shouldn't be thinking about all this since I'm getting better, and so much happier now, but after a friend recently gave me a talk [a harsh one, but a good one] and knocked some sense into me about what I'm doing... I realized that maybe I owe it to myself to let it all out, to heal slowly instead of trying to move on too fast.

Anyway that's it for now. Til next time.