Heys..I've been thinking about alot of stuff lately. One of it being friendship. It really is sad how you grow apart from the friends you've known since you were a little kid, friends who you shared so many school experiences with, friends who were there during all the shit you did when you were younger, friends who you used to chat on the phone and ICQ [rmbr that?] all night long...of course, it's nobody's fault, people just grow apart and lose touch, but it's just sad. And it's also really screwed up when you lose friends because they betrayed you or took your friendship for granted, cause then the trust is broken and you can't see yourself being close to that friend anymore, or in some cases, even ever talking to that friend again. Another thing that sucks is when you have a really messy break-up with somebody and you lose that friendship as well, cause sometimes you could have been really really great friends with that person but because you decided to be in a relationship, it ruined all that. I really miss the friends I've lost along the way, whether it's because they've betrayed me, or grew apart, or simply lost touch, but I do and always will cherish all the memories.

And as I make new friends, people who come into my life and touch my heart, people I can get along with better than the people I used to be close to but hav grown apart, I know I will cherish the new memories I make with them and maybe we will grow apart someday too, but for now I'll just enjoy it. Cause friendship is really something I treasure, I see now how truly valuable and fragile and easily broken it is. I'm not the perfect friend either, there might have been times where I've let down my friends or took them for granted, and I'm sorry for that.

I know it's not Friendship Day or anything, but whichever of my friends who read my blog, just wanna take this opportunity to say I love you guys..you know who you are. Adios for now. Sorry to whoever read this and felt like killing themselves because of the pure senti-ness. Hahaha. :)