narcissism

Hello again..I had a great weekend. On Friday, I was feelin pretty sick but I was determind not to let it bring me down so I went out and watched Poseidon with E [spozed 2 watch the Da Vinci Code but it was sold out cos we went kinda late] which was basically just one of the shittiest movies ever made. Saturday afternoon, a relative came over, one I've never met. She's a fortune-teller palm-reader person and it was so damn freaky cause everything she said about my personality and the stuff that has happened to me, was so damn accurate. I know alot of ppl dont believe in these things, but I just can't see how she could be a fake. It was uncanny. When she told me about my future, which I will not disclose [some things have 2 b personal ya noe] it gave me a lil hope, even though I know I really shouldn't believe too much in these things. One weird thing she said was that I would make a very successful lawyer if I entered the field. Me? A lawyer? Okay, there was a brief time in my life when I was watchin alot of Ally McBeal when I wanted to be a lawyer but apart from that I don't have much interest in law.

Anyway. On Sat nite went to Karma with E, Izzy, Tasha, Dennis and the whole gang and it was a whole lot of fun, enjoyed myself to the max. I'm so glad I went, cause initially I wasn't planning to cause of my sickness and cause my parents are not too happy about me going out so much these past few weeks, plus I wasn't so sure who was going. But in the end I thought, what the hell, college is starting soon and when Tasha told me the whole KPG clan was going, I knew I didn't wanna miss it. Karma is a nice place, you don't have to shout to talk 2 people and it's ladies nite til 12 and the free drinks aren't watered down. Guess wat, I found out that alcohol really can cure the flu cause I went there feelin quite shitty and phleghmy and all that, and by the end of the night I felt so much better except of course I lost my voice so now I sound like a guy. Sunday I just chilled at home.

Tmr finally I'll be seein Heather, my bestest friend, I miss her so much. When I see her going thru this difficult time in her life, I feel so helpless cause I want to help her and do something but I know there's nothing I can do. Except let her noe I'm there for her, which I am, always. She's so strong, and she really shouldn't be living this kind of life at the mere age of 19, but I know and I really believe that everything happens for a reason, and even if she has lost her faith, I will believe in it for her and pray that things will get better. Cos again, I stress that bad things happen to good people for a reason. Someone once told me that God only gives difficult challenges to people who he knows has the strength to overcome them and somehow I believe that it's true. Life is just so hard sometimes, even harder for some, but what else can we do but to just go through the motions...?

Okay I'm beginning to depress myself. I shall stop now. Birthday countdown : 8 days!

Here r some pics frm Karma. Ciaoz for now....