Ola! Hasn't been much to blog abt lately. The holiday euphoria has worn off. Altho I'm still lovin sleeping in and not havin to worry about assignments and classes. I can stay up as late as I want and watch all my shows without feeling guilty. Ahhh...I like this. Went for Mambo Jambo on Labor Day eve, apart frm that havent been clubbin much. Drinking got la. Hehehe. Basically just been bumming, getting fat in the process..haha..

Have discovered a new show to add to the list : Ugly Betty. Yes I know it's been around for some time, it's almost to the end of the first season, but I have now only started watching it. It's really good!! Like as if I need another show to be addicted to, but what the hell. It's funny, has good plot twists and very very entertaining. Watch it! Heroes is getting so good, givin me headaches but it's such a freakin amazing show. Lost and Greys Anatomy too are as great as ever, altho I didn't like the 2-part Addison spin-off thing for Greys. One Tree Hill is back after a 6-week hiatus, the long-awaited episode after the major cliffhanger was almost worth the wait! It was awesome! Girl power wei. Downloaded shows aside, I've finally watched Spiderman3. I found it better than the first two. I liked seeing Spidey's 'dark side', and Harry Osbourne has gotten hotter! Lovin the new channel E! on Astro..it's really damn addictive. Love the True Hollywood Stories, today I watched the one on Friends, which is my favourite show in the whole world if anyone of you don't know that already.

Speakin of friends. Drama, drama, drama. I just don't get it, why keep abusing the trust? After everything we've been through, we loved you unconditionally, stuck by one another through the bad breakups, family problems and painful times, you turn out to be someone we never thought you were. It doesnt piss me off anymore, now it just hurts. Did we ever even know you? Were we all puppets in your play? We forgave you again and again and gave you the benefit of the doubt. And then you just go right out and betray the trust again. It's gone overboard. We hav all drifted apart at some time, but somehow we found each other again. This time I fear we will not come back from this. It makes me sad and I long for the old days when we all had each other, had so much fun together. Sigh.

Life goes on. People lie and people accuse you of nothing and people betray and people hurt and people cheat but life goes on. I'm just afraid that my wall has become thicker and thicker, sometimes I wonder if I'm the same person I was before, when I was naiive and trusted people and didn't know any better, was I better off then or now? Am I wiser and smarter or just harder and colder? I don't know.

Ciao for now.

Yes its been quite some time since I last blogged! This post is way overdue..been doin practically nothing for the past 3 days, you'd think I would have the time to blog...

Anyway..I'm on holiday now, woo-hoo! Exams finished last Wednesday, celebrated by goin 2 Maison on Thurs with Heather, Sher and the gang.. was a freakin blast!! Danced and drank the whole night away...was the first time goin clubbing with Heather in 2 yrs [Karma and Bangsar doesnt count!] and it was her first time at Maison..I'm so glad she had fun too! On Saturday night went for the Good Charlotte concert. I was admittedly not a big fan of them..but I got free tix from my sis so I just went. Took Heather and Leanne..went there and met up with Leanne's bf, some of her friends and Iki was there too..coincedentally he's her coll friend..small world! Anyway the concert was AWESOME! GC really hav a way of hyping the crowd up..they kept saying how much they lurve Malaysia..and wanna have little M'sian babies..hahaha! Had a really good time...

On Monday I finally finally got my tattoo done..after like a yr of saying I'm gonna do it..I was soo nervous but when the needle finally touched my skin I was so suprised that it was like nothing.. I have experienced far worse pain! Maybe I just have a high tolerance for pain or something I don't know..but it was seriously like nothing..so finally I have my first tattoo.


That's it for now..Here's a couple of pics. Adios!

Me & Heather-Sue before Maison


5 mins after it was done..it's a Gemini sign btw

Once in a while I like to reflect on the things I have been blessed with, it helps me put my life into perspective. So here goes.

I am grateful for my bed. Yes, my bed. I have the most comfortable, softest queen-size bed ever. I am serious. And so I have the greatest sleeps ever. I'm so used to my bed that when I have to sleep in another one I find it so damn uncomfortable and I cannot sleep.

I am grateful for my friends. I know alot of people but I only have a handful of true friends, those who have my back and will always be there when I need them to be. They know who they are. I love you guys.

I am grateful for my mother. She hasn't been given the best life and wasn't able to make choices she wanted to but that never stopped her from letting us make our own decisions and from giving us the best life she could. She's the best mother anyone could ask for. Plus she's the world's best cook. I love you Mummy.

I am grateful for my luck. I don't want to jinx it but sometimes I think luck is on my side. Everytime I land in shit I somehow always manage to come out sparkling clean.

I am grateful for my hair. Probably the only part of me that's really healthy. It's shiny, thick, soft, semi-straight even when I don't blow-dry it and most of all, it's not that 'indian' hair and so I don't need to do any rebonding crap.

I am grateful for my high metabolism. I can eat whatever I want whenever I want and how much I want and somehow not put on weight. Maybe a kg or two [which is much-needed] but if I don't eat properly for a while that just falls off too. I don't know how long this will last, probably when I'm older my metabolism will slow down. So fingers crossed!

I am grateful for the roof over my head and the food on the table. I have my share of problems but I always try to remember that life could be much worse. Help Make Poverty History.

Well of course I am grateful for alot more things, but these are the ones on top of my head. Gotta go to work now. Ciaoz.

Yesterday was a fun albeit tiring day. After class, Heather, Sheralynn and I went to 1utama as Sher was supposed to get her tattoo done at 3p.m...we arrived there around 1 so decided to hav lunch at Paddington House of Pancakes. Damn I love that place! This time I had the Pile of Dollars...it's basically dollar-sized pancakes with franks, bacon, peppers and guacamole...heaven I tell you...the other time I had the All-Day Breakfast..pancakes with hashbrowns, chipolatas, and bacon, yum! Oh and yet another tme before that, I had pancakes with strawberries, ice-cream, whipped cream and I can't really remember what else, but it was yummy...The only thing about PHOP is that the portions are pretty big and the food is so filling that halfway through your food you'll start feelin a lil sick...hehe. Heather had the Pan-Dory fillet with Pannekoek which was yummy as well, Sheralynn had the Classic Maple Stack, they were so generous with their maple syrup.

After Lunch, we walked around a bit and then went over to Dragonfly..unfortunately we were told that the previous appointment was running late and so we had to wait about one and a half more hours til Sher could do her tattoo..which was pretty unfair as she had made an appointment two days in advance. So what else do 3 girls do in a mall? Shop! We just couldn't resist...damn sales everywhere. We all bought stuff from WH, I love that place but usually its a lil too pricey for my taste, but it's totally worth in during the Sale...I bought a top and a belt..Then we went to Vincci..and I bought shoes...and then later on I bought a new belly-button ring...Haha, I'm really not a shopaholic kinda person so I was feelin kinda guilty, but then what the heck right? A girl needs a lil bit of retail therapy at times! After wasting time, we went back to Dragonfly only to be told we had to wait ANOTHER hour and a half! Sher was determined to get her tattoes done today, so we waited..walked around some more, had a drink and some food at Burger King, and then finally around 7 she could do it..but only the small one, there was no time to do her main one. Damn, it was cool watchin them do it..not as frightening as I thought it would be...I can't wait to do mine...Soon!!!

Reached home around 9.30p.m..was supposed to hit Maison last night [it's been a month!] but I was too tired, plus I was kinda broke :p A great day...it's amazing how you can just waste 8 hrs in a mall when you have good company...

I just love the camera..

Heather, Me and Sher...

We were bored! And realized we were all wearing funky rings :p





Sher's tattoo..it's a chinese fire symbol



My new bling!

Is it really true that the older women get, the more unattractive and wrinkly we become, but the older men get, the better-looking and more distinguished they become? Hmmm. I do think its true. The pic of Brad Pitt on the side of PBD is HAWT HAWT HAWT, even though he looks old-ish.
I think I am having a midlife crisis. I'm turning 20 in two months. Ok ok so I know 20 isn't old at all, but I'm gonna be officially out of my teens man. Whats the big deal right? Well I'm a Gemini, I'm an eternal child, can't help feeling this way. The truth is I find it so hard to believe how fast time has flown. I am now teaching primary school English part-time at a tuition centre and when I see the form4,5 kids...it feels like only yesterday I was one of them. Maybe its my lack of size. The secondary school kids look so much older than me and they're so much taller too. Hmmph. They probably think I'm a student there too. Now isn't that just sad...
I just feel so nostalgic for the old days, like as if I'm some grandmother sitting in her rocking chair thinking of my glory days. Whats wrong with me? I'm too young for a goddamn midlife crisis!!!
Help me.

300 is without a doubt, a freakin amazing movie. I am still stunned and blown away although I watched the movie this afternoon. First off, the GORGEOUS Spartan men in combat, half-naked with their rippling six-pack muscles, so brave and so unafraid to die in the name of their country, was enough a reason to watch this movie. Not a single moment did they regret or fear to die, they just don't make men like this nowadays! Secondly, the way they treat their women...so respectful and kind, in an era where women were nothing more than sex objects and baby-makers. The Spartans were way ahead of their time in this sense..it's really something to watch these cold, brave, hard men weaken in the presence of their loved wives. Sigh....Furthermore, the effects were awesome. Realistic and detailed, although sometimes it got too gory, like the part where one of the Spartans head got chopped off...that was a bit too lifelike. But I just have a weak appetite for things of a gory nature, I'm sure others found this all really amazing. Rodrigo Santoro as the 9-foot heavily-pierced Persian king is unrecognizable, he's the HOT guy from Lost and Love Actually. However in 300, he looks completely different but acts well. Lastly, all I can say is this movie is FANFUCKINGTASTIC, it deserves a million Oscars. Here's to the Spartans!!!!!

Had a great mini-holiday durin the weekend...went down 2 J.B to visit my extended family. It was just what we all needed, a little peace and relaxation plus great food and laughter..it ended too quickly though...now it's back to the hustle and bustle of KL..sigh. Yesterday after class I got drenched in the rain, I have not got so freakin soaked in the rain since form2 when we used to intentionally run around in the rain during Games, sigh how I miss Sri Inai days. Anyway, it was so bad, the wind was so strong I really almost flew away!!
My friends have all watched 300, unfortunately I couldn't make it! Heard its real good, so good that some of my friends said they don't mind watching it again, so hopefully I will, soon.
This is something Sher got frm DeviantArt.com, and I think it's really empowering...enjoy it girls! Til next time :)