Stumbling, falling blindly
my way has been lost once more;
again I have chosen to do wrong
again I have hurt the ones most dear;
confused at who i am
angry at what i've become
disgusted that i haven't changed
bitter about my past;
I keep making the same mistakes
each time worse than the last
tell me when will i stop
tell me why i do what i do;
When will I do something good
something that will make me proud
something that will make me shine;
Pushed til I can't move anymore
tryin to make them all understand
but it's me who doesn't understand;
No more lies, no more manipulation
this is the last time
this is a new beginning.