Still on holiday...so quickly a week has passed, three weeks left til I have to go back to college and try to push the rest of the memories out of my head and start over. So far I think I'm doing good. Why is life so twisted? When you're in a dry spell, and you've been single for like months and months, there just isn't anyone around even worth the time. But then when you've just ended something really messy and fucked-up, someone comes along who you think you could really like, but of course you're just not ready and it's bad timing. Arrgh! Life's a bitch!

On Saturday night went to Ol'Skool, watch Project8 play, they're pretty damn awesome! It was my first time watchin 'em, and I enjoyed the performance so much, and after it was over they told me it was actually one of their not-so-good performances, and I was like, HUH? I can't wait to see one of their best performances, it must totally rawk! :)

My birthday is in exactly 22 days, part of me just didnt feel like celebrating it cause the plans I had in mind were just crushed, and was feelin kind of cynical about life and was wondering what the hell is the big deal about birthdays. Then Sham came up with the idea of havin something small, something chilled-out like a BBQ, with just people close 2 my heart and the old me, which I've dearly missed but never realized, really liked the idea and so I'm back to full-on party-planning mode. It feels good to be returning to the Old Sharuna again, the one who didn't care what anyone else thought and felt good about herself and the decisions she makes. Okay, I think I'll stop referring to myself as the 3rd person now.

Enough 'senti-ness'. Ciao for now.