Hey...I know my blog hasnt been updated in a while. Well too much shit has been happening that I didn't want to blog about, but anyway the shit is over so here I am.

My 3rd semester at HELP has ended, halleujah it's holidays now. The term ended on a royally fucked-up note, I truly learnt the meaning of pain and betrayal and heartbreak and what it's like to be so low in your life that you don't think you can ever get up, but I think I'm better now. People are gonna come and walk all over you treating you like trash, and friends you've known since you were a child are gonna backstab you in the worst of ways but what to do, the world is full of jerks and ho's. I wasted so much time of my life wishing for something and doing everything I could to make it happen only to watch it fall to pieces and now I so regret being so damn stupid. But I guess what doesn't break you can only make you stronger.

Enough of that. On Saturday I went to Semenyih. Where, you ask? It's this place out of the city near Seremban where Sham stays, and I went to stay with her for a few days just to get away from everything, and I had such a great time. She has 12 dogs! She made me eat (she's such a freakin awesome cook), which I did, ALOT, and we went to this Broga (or is it Borga) place where I tried fox meat and felt instantly guilty, and where there was this gorgeous Buddhist temple. I also went to her cousin's wedding. She's such an awesome friend, and she and Venil have helped me thru my difficult times so much that I don't think I could ever begin to repay them. Honestly the one thing I have learnt lately is that you only know how your true friends are when you're in trouble or at a low point in your life...

I can't believe I didn't blog about the one of the few joys in my life...my puppy Princess Maya. She's the best thing that has happened to me in a long time and I love her to bits. Since I was a young child I've been begging and pleading and crying for a pet but my mom never caved, I've tried to bring in stray kittens and puppies but I always had to give them back. Now finally, we had this one practically forced upon us (thank you Sumu) and my mom was apprehensive at first but now she's fallen in love with her just like everyone else has, I tell you, my mom is so full on suprises.

So I intend to make these holidays somethin to remember, cause I'm just so freakin sick of moping about and feeling sorry for myself and my pathetic life, and of being so depressed and so angry at the world, and I started it right by havin an awesome time at Bangsar on Friday night with Sham, Venil and Chuck's friends followed by a rejuvenating trip to Semenyih.

"It's unbelievable but I believed you
It's unforgivable but I forgave you
Insane what love can do
That keeps me coming back to you
You're irreplaceable but I'll replace you
Now I'm standing on my own
Alone..."
- Kaci Brown



my gorgeous puppy