Here it is again. The anxious waiting for Wednesday and Thursday nights. Idol fever is back! Looks like a promising season, I like them all except for that stupid bitch Breanna. I am totally in love with Ace Young, I know he is a textbook hottie but come on girls, you can't deny that you don't feel your heart flutter when he gives that 'smouldering look'. I'm a sucker for that look, it reminds me of a certain other Idol hottie I was so crazy about that I actually cried when he got voted off, which is so not me...yes I'm taking about Constantine (American Idol 4). Paris rocks, Chris rocks, Lisa rocks, Elliot rocks, Catherine rocks, yup it's gonna be a good season. Let's just hope it doesn't disappoint me like last season when that stupid hick cow Carrie Underwood beat Bo Bice, honestly what's wrong with American voters? I actually rushed back home last Friday just to watch the Results show, gosh it's so bad planning your life around a damn TV show but Idol does that to me. To all you people who are thinking 'LOSER'!!!, well, think what you want, I don't exactly give a damn. American Idol makes me happy. It makes my day. So there!!

Argh, it's going to be a crazy week, so many assignments due and so many tests. And here I am blogging, haha. Lately life has made me re-evaluate alot of things, one being friends. Sometimes you just have to let go. No point holding on to friendship when you know it's just over, no point being in denial. Yeah we had the good times, we had the memories but you ruined it all, or maybe I did, does it matter? Friends are supposed to be there for you when you need them but when they're not and they keep hurting you, you can't exactly call yourself a best friend anymore so don't bother okay, there really is no point. Wake up and smell the coffee.

Caught up in a cycle that is never seeming to end, ahhh whatever. Someone once told me I'm the kind of person who doesn't know what she does in life, maybe they're right, maybe I was meant to be this flaky and flighty, it's just in my blood. I just want the damn drama to stop, but when you're a drama queen I guess it never does, does it.

Sayonara, have a good week peeps. I know I won't.