Helloooo...it's the holidays now. One mth of holiday then i'll be on 2 the next semester at Help...so that's 2 down, one million more 2 go. I can't believe I've been in Help for 2 semesters already..sometimes I still feel like a freshie. Exams were...urm. No comment. I'm not really looking fwd to the results. But that's not something I have to [or want to] think about right now....

Yesterday I met up with Ineza...she came back frm Aus but flew to France for x'mas today. We had lunch at o.u. We also got temporary henna tattoos. I got a rose, she got a...erm...ink splat. Something like that. Typical nez. I needed 2 temporarily satisfy my lust for self-mutilation...it's been awhile! Now I'm longing even more to get a real one...even though I'll have to overcome my fear of needles in order to do that.

Was spozed 2 go for the ADP prom tmr nite, but due 2 unforeseen circumstances I can't go...well maybe that's fate's way of telling me it's gonna suck? Hahaha. I'm not really disappointed. I guess I wasn't really all that into going.

When did I become so 'old'? Now that's it's the school holidays, malls are packed with groups of high-school kids...some girls dressed to the nines with layers of make-up and accessories...some clinging on to boyfriends...some in packs of 5-6 giggling girls...some just desperately trying to look cool. When Ineza & I were at Dragonfly browsing through the tattoo designs...these three girls, I'm guessing around 13 or 14 came in...and one of them was saying "Oh my god, it's gonna be so painful, I don't think I can do it..." and her two friends kept persuading her it won't be painful, it will be fine...I was guessing she was planning on piercing her belly button, or maybe her nose...didn't think they were old enough for tattoos...and then as I listened [was NOT eavesdropping, the shop is too small for that] more to their conversation, I realized she was planning on piercing her EAR! That's what she was getting worked up about! I was smirking to myself and trying not to laugh, and then Ineza said "Remember when we were like that?" And it hit me...gosh, I was one of them not too long ago! It's actually kinda funny...cause in a couple of yrs we'll be looking at college 'freshies' and thinking, "God, were we like that at 18?" just like how we're thinking now, "God, were we like that at 15???" Ahhh...life.

Well, to quote Seeva...I'm 'out'. Til next time!